let me just tell you

since dealing with Sublet Fiasco Part Deux, have been forced to brave unchartered wilds of apartment searching once again.

you know what that means- craigslist.

and certainly did not expect it to be that competitive!

took a look at potential apartment thursday morning. told her i would email her later that evening with a definite answer.

less than 2 hours later some other hoebag douche ass came by, saw, and conquered.

was devastated.

this blow certainly has lit a fire under my ass.

now find self obsessively attached to computer, refreshing email inbox and craigslist every 15 minutes.

and with each email i send out, every abreviated bio of self, i experience queasy flashbacks of senior year college application process and the whole murky world of uncertainty all over again.

realized: life has come full circle since high school.

was having a shit time stressing over my future.

got into school and had amazing fun.

now am back to hateful, application process wondering if any of my hard efforts will amount to anything remotely useful.


sorry am just crabby because of severe hangover.